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i have not posted anything in a while cuz i dont want this to be a sad blog
but i do not want to abandon my blog

so lets try and dwell on positive things.....urmmm
school is really killing me but am staying on top, so its looking good at the moment

lets see, had fun with friends this weekend sha but my spirit was dullin...:(

ma mum called this morning, she dnt sound upset with me no more
but she did ask if i was okay
that she has a feeling something is wrong with me....I lied

Anyway i try to ignore all this things making me sad but i cant even pinpoint the main issue
maybe its cuz i am suddenly older thats there is this film of depression
come this weekend i plan to get drunk and have fun
am tired of being so sad all the tym

hope u guys hav a great week....